Ouch! This morning Lash and I had another talk about taking care of myself this week. Another spanking followed, of course, and I really, really felt how serious he is about this - REALLY!
Lately he's been spanking me in a position that allows some of the spanks to fall on very tender areas. For the first time, I felt a little fear, a little dread, when I was getting into position. Spankings in our usual position were painful, but nothing I feared. Maybe that's why I had trouble sticking to my health plan. Go off the plan - get another spanking. Just what I've been asking for all these years! I don't think today's spanking hurt THAT much more than before, but the intensity combined with the position, combined with Lash's serious desire to change my behavior - well, they all added up to a memorable experience!
I feel entirely different as I start this week. I feel like I have someone on my side in this effort. I feel like Lash is right behind me, hugging me as I make decisions about health issues. I feel like my bottom is really, really sore - REALLY!
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Spanking Meow has been an evolving process. When Meow first said she wanted
a serious spanking-to and through tears-my first reaction was negative.
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4 comments:
I am so glad for you, I know you will do well with this, Lash won't give you any other choice! Can I ask what position you are using now? You can e-mail me if you want to keep it private.
~N
Nikki, I sent an email. Meow
Meow,
A serious (adult, consensual) spanking given with love is one of the most bonding experiences I've ever had. I don't think my man ever really comprehended the depth of that experience for me. I'm thrilled for you that Lash also finds it a meaningful experience.
Best wishes,
Maryann
Maryann, One of my hopes when we started this was that it would be a positive experience for Lash. I got my wish! Meow
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